What about now?

Yesterday went well as how I expected it to be. Bb and I went shopping at town and I bombed lots of cash oh boy... pretty skirt & sister rings!!!!! Hehe happy. We had ultra late lunch (at 4pm) at Soup Spoon and went to do our brows and nails. Darcy came to meet us later in the evening for "dinner" which we ended up not having and the plan to meet up with Min and Julian was a flop. Rugby training ended too late and town's a long distance away from Jjc so the three of us decided to catch a movie since town was way too boring... Caught The Unborn at 9.30pm. I think I wasted money on that :| My eyes were covered 3/4 of the time hahaha. I'll rate it 2/5 stars cos the plot's really predictable. Ended up sleeping over at Bb's after the movie. All that running and 'aunty' movements allowed us to catch the train in time to get the last bus back to her place. I find it really amusing how the both of us can talk about anything under the sun. From relationships to family to life in the future... In life we meet many people but how many are this true? Thank you for always being there Bb hehe I'm sorry I made you sleep at 5am :(

Min's message woke me up this morning at 9am. I barely caught any sleep... It's weird how I suddenly feel that sleeping and eating's less important and I've many other major things to care about. This probably explains the weight loss oh boy... Fell back to sleep and woke up again at 12pm. Jeremy joined us for lunch at Jp. I felt like a walking zombie ugh... I think the lack of sleep the previous days caused me to look like I'm gonna die any moment. Ultra huge eyebags :( Oh yeah. Smelly you are super silly. Better rest well and get rid of that fever. And yes I want a car and a good bod okay? Haha!!!

Well well back to emotions now... I suddenly feel so stupid. Someone please buy me some brains. Took some advice, decided to place in effort to try to get him back but it was such a wrong move. Its funny how people change in such a short while.. or maybe I never really knew what kind of person he was. I know I can be such a mean piece of crap and our differences would probably cause problems to arise again but.... shouldn't love exceed all other factors? It takes two hands to clap and I always believed that if both parties try their best to make a relationship work theres always a high chance of it turning out well. Then again maybe what Darcy said was right. "Love is like a bird. Let it go and if it comes back, it is yours. If it doesn't, it was never meant to be"... Your replies tell me its time to move on. I should stop being so silly... I think I really deserve to be happy. Stop going on about how youre not a jerk and whatever crap, Baby. You don't know all that nonsense i go through everyday while you're out there having fun.

Enough of emo shit. My Mom has been stuffing food at my face. She thinks I'm too skinny and wants me to gain weight. Sigh..... On a happier note, I'm looking forward to work. Finally, something to keep me excited about a new day...